Thursday, July 31, 2008
Seems like i haven't been updating much lately. i'm either busy or tired that i don't really feel like blogging. now I AM because i wanted to get something off my system. :]
sa makagets lang.
i hate it when it strikes again. i hate it when i see it again distorting everything i have done. i hate it when it makes my mind want to spin and hurl. i hate it when it makes me want to cry and just spend my time in the bathroom crying. i hate it when it makes me want to punch someone. i hate it when it make me burst into tears. i hate it when it makes me want to wish that life wasn't this complicated and when all i worried about was the next TV show i want to watch. i hate it when it makes me want to shout. it makes me want to scream. it makes me want to cry. it makes me want to destroy things. but i'm okay. i want to be calm. i will control myself. i won't let it get me. i will not make it crush my world. i wish i could go on and forget about it. i wish i could turn back time. i wish i'd never see it again. but then again, i don't know if i will survive without it.
sobrang emo nito. actually, di tlaga to fer me. I mean.. tss. taena! lahat ata halos nan kakilala co puro BROKEN e. love lost talaga. eff.
posted @1:49 AM
