Friday, April 18, 2008
               
sometimes a deadly feeling of obsession strikes me. a feeling when i want something or someone SOO much to the point where i go gaga just to have it/him or to get near it/him. HAHA, i can't say that i like the feeling. but i sure do miss it from time to time.
     in the past, i felt this effin' obsession for only 2 persons. haha. i especially felt it with the first one. i was dropdead obsessed, and i was a kid. knowing just a few things in life, i prayed to have him OVER and OVER again EVERY NIGHT. i know it sounds weird and verry desperate but this one's for real. i mean it, literally. haha. and looking back now is verry funny. it makes me realize how crazy i was as an immature. TSS! ugh.
               
posted @7:47 PM